i can't apply for any part-time job because my parents won't let me to. i have two younger sis and bro to take care of since they are too small and i'm the only big sis that can be their babysitter before i hit for the university.
my eldest sis is studying in UITM while my big bro is studying abroad in Winsconsin. they had experienced part-time jobs before going to the college but me? i need to stay at home, do my work as a babysitter, a housekeeper, a tutor and a cook.
what else? i need to learn mandarin using the internet. i need to do all these everyday and i can't even spend my time writing my novel and drawing which those are my hobbies. it's damn tired!
i'm quite jealous with my other pals. they have their own part-time jobs and they're taking their driving lessons now. me? haha!
wake up in the morning, do breakfast, wash the dishes, do the laundries, fold the clothes, clean the house, cook, learn mandarin, pick up the laundries, help my siblings with their homeworks and prepare things for them for school tomorrow. it's more tired than who goes to work.
i'm not gonna have any salary since it's my own family but my mom promise to buy me comics each month. okay, that's fine but i can't hold my own salary. i can't buy what i want with my own money! haha! it's sad, isn't it?
i can write my novel during the night and i don't know about the drawing. huh! anyway, i need to bear it since it's my own family.