next, about internet. in my campus, every dining hall, wireless was required. i went online in there to search for information for liberal classes and presentations. but now, i didn't know why, the wireless dissapeared. i thought it was blocked by the campus. shoot! i needed to go to the library's foyer to connect with the nearby wireless. the connection strenght was good but it stole my time. Alhamdulillah, i bought a broadband and happily using it right now in my room. :)
there was a time where i forgot to wear my student card for FIVE times in a row. plus, the security guards were standing along the road that i used to reach my faculty. luckily, i passed as i covered my front with my board and other art equipments. :P
my body began to wilt fast. i was too obsessed with my art projects till i lacked of sleeps and not eating right. my knees hurt since i sat on the floor for hours. my back was in pain as i hunched for hours too. my fingers and my right hand were numb. i had once stopped from drawing when my right hand froze. but later, i grabbed my pencil back and continued to draw even though it was badly hurt. Alhamdulillah, i finished my art projects.
i bought a small Japanese table last two weeks. i made the right choice. it was easier and healthier to do the projects on the table instead on the floor.
i always listened to music while doing my work. i was worried that i could damage my cell phone's battery for listening to music for a long period. so, i decided to bring along my MP3 player after hari raya.
i had no time to take care of my skin. as if i care. hoho! all i did was applying oil control liquid to my face. nothing else. no money no talk. hehe....
moreover, i attended many activities held by the campus or clubs to collect activity stickers. they were so important to make sure you'll get a place in the hostel for the next semester. if you're not concerned with this thing, you would need to stay off campus. that's very bad and i don't want to. i will collect as many as i can.
next, about clothes. my classes started at 8 am from Monday to Friday except for Wednesday. terrible, right? arrggghhhhh!!!!! so, i can only wash my clothes at around 11 am or sometimes afternoon. i was worried my clothes didn't get enough heat from the sun since i finished my laundry almost noon. sometimes evening. if i didn't wash my clothes immediately, i would have no clothes to wear and my pail will be flooded with stinky clothes.
i lacked of sleeps since the second week of lectures. it became worse when time passed by and when the level of certain projects increased. when there was a final assessment, i slept for approximately ONE hour a day. and i needed to get up early as my class started at 8 am. it's really a pain in the a**! my eyes hurt so bad and i was not comfortable to sit or stand for hours during studio period. i had bags under my eyes.
there were two neighbours of mine kept asking me if i was okay by looking at my tired face and baggy eyes. i was in a good mood that time but they considered that i looked tired.
sometimes i didn't get the chance to have breakfast. thank goodness, the lecturer gave us a half an hour of break to have breakfast.
UITM Perak was so big and HOT! i needed to use umbrella to go to classes but when i was lazy, i let myself burned by the sun. when the thunderstorm was heard, i jumped in excitement, knowing that it's gonna rain! :D
the food here was great but lacked of hotness and spices. and all i can see were chickens. every single day. chickens.....chickens....CHICKENS???!!!! arggghhhh!!!!! besides, it was hard to see fishes or vegetables for lunch and dinner. again, my food pyramid fell down. :(i was collecting coins to get fresh water for myself. the watercooler machine gave out unhealthy water and it made my throat sore. so i had to buy fresh water from a vending machine. Alhamdulillah, i was fine with that water. but it cost me coins.
i got so many friends. friends from faculty, hostel, campus's team building and other faculty. we always hung out together at the dining hall. they were very happening and open-minded. i heard many dialects from them. it was fun to hear the dialects. :) kedah, perak, kelantan, terengganu and pahang....
sometimes, i cracked out crying. crying for help and pityness. i cried because i couldn't stand the obstacles that continuously attacked me physically and mentally throught out this days. i didn't want to worry my parents so i told myself not to call them. i told my pals about my discomfort problems but they were in the same bucket. after crying so hard or helpless in finding ways to survive, i knew something when i performed my solah. my heart was calm. while praying to Allah SWT, i asked for His help. i never missed my solah. my mom and my dad taught me well since i was a kid and thankfully, i can always depend on Him. that's the only place for me to let out my humbleness and asking for help. Alhamdulillah, thank you, Allah! Thank you. :)
i think that's all for now. a page full of everything from my mind. :) i'll try to update more since i have broadband.